What a Month!

Opening night for "Under Cover" -- a Don't Quit Your Day Job dansicle I'm performing in for the next two weekends. I am in seven numbers -- SEVEN -- I can't believe I've made it (almost). The past month has been something out of Job's journey for me -- one obstacle after another. First getting sick with a flu virus from hell, then a lung infection that took me out of dancing for over 4 weeks. Major drugs that wiped out any endurance, memory, and motor ability that prevented me from remembering choreography, reduced me to a quivering mess of helplessness. Yukkk! The loss of a relationship that I don't think I'll ever get over. SOB! Major anxiety and wondering if I'd ever be healthy again. Then computer issues (aka pestilence) -- ants literally set up residence in my printer and my wireless router became the ant nursery!!!! No joke I lifted up my scanner bed one morning and it was like I was looking into an ant farm. Kind of fascinating in a very gross way. Unfortunately I had to replace both (I squished too many ants in my printer mechanism and I shook the router for hours and there was still egg larva pouring out of my router so I finally gave up on that). Now my DSL modem has been down for a week, resulting in even more of a delay in my posting my Daily Journal Pages and my experiments from the online courses I'm taking. I've been derelict in a million other ways. But in spite of a horrendous month, life continues...the show goes on...the spirit ressurects the body...and somewhere joy still exists. I'm living testimony of that -- ants, asthma, Alzheimer's -- I'm getting back on that horse!