Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Spirit Cats Deck: Cute Cats, a Sprinkle of Magic and a Lot of Heart
Saturday, June 12, 2010
In My Travels: A Cat's Curiousity
Going back through my photos and saw this close up of Zeus inspecting my booth set up under our oak tree: Zeus the Magnificat eyeballing two of my oriels -- a French nude and Siddhartha. Note his smiley cat collar.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Bones of a Poet -- Week 3: Eggsactly
The Bones of a Poet online course week 3 assignment brought an amusing exercise to the mix: take an egg or two and try to communicate some sort of feeling. I bought my plain white large grade A eggs on Sunday, and finally took a couple of them out of the fridge today. I went outside with them, my camera, and two humorous egg cups that my sister Mary bought for me in Harrods, London. However, once outside, a rusty tin lumiere seemed to be the perfect "home" for the eggs. Angelina Beautiquina followed me around and of course modeled very nicely for me in a number of the shots. I had the most fun under the oak tree in back: it reminded me of the time I spent in my childhood, playing with my plastic horses in the roots of our maple trees. More photos and thoughts about the photo shoot here.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I'm All Ear
This photo of Angelina is from this week's assignment from the Bones of a Poet online photography course that I am currently taking -- a wonderful opportunity to stimulate your senses with the end result of broadening your photographic eye. This week's assignment was to take ALOT of photos of something and to try and stay out of your head -- just photograph as much of the subject and see what comes out of the session. I wandered out into the yard to photograph something and Angie came wandering up almost on purpose (ya think?). So she became my guinea pig. Then her brother Zeus joined us and he had his time in the limelight. Very fun and I liked all the bits and pieces the camera caught of them, their "essential catness" seemed to come out in the small bits! To see the best of the set -- go to my Bones of a Poet -- Week 2 -- on FlickrFriday, August 21, 2009
Happy Friday Redux!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Sharpening the Claws or, A Downward Cat?
Sunday, July 19, 2009
One of the few times Angelina has looked straight on at the camera. Her eyes were beautiful yellow-green. I am so fortunate to live in a beautiful area of Marin County. Our home backs up to Bay wetlands, dry during the summer months. The light is beautiful and was eceptionally so last night. We were able to sit out on our deck with friends and have a dinner filled with laughter, with the warm evening breeze rustling the oak leaves and the golden grasses waving in the fields behind us. Pure pleasure.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Angelina on a Summer Evening Stroll
My white cat, Angelina Beautiquina, made an appearence in the garden this evening, sniffing various flowers, chewing a few leaves of grass, walking around the grounds with me. She moves through space like a white, fluffy powder puff, albeit one that waddles. I am often amazed at how these creatures, cats (and dogs), have chosen so willingly to live with us. I mean, why don't squirrels or birds or skunks? Cats and dogs, interact with us, listen to us, even watch TV with us. What a small miracle. Maybe a very big one!Saturday, July 11, 2009
Three Earth Angels -- Pendant Challenge Week 2
I finished a custom oriel for a friend, which she is planning to give to her boss. It features her boss's three beautiful Burmese or Siamese cats. These three earth angels were a picture in themselves -- I really didn't need to do much to bring out their special qualities. My friend had asked for a green background, but I kept feeling that a light color -- sunshiney -- was needed. I kept being drawn to the center cat's gaze -- so openly bold, so wise, so centered. I was flipping through some images and found this photo of the interior of an Asian temple. It sparkled with light and you could see the face of the Buddha hanging on the wall. Somehow it seemed to be a fitting background for these Burmese companions. Were the other cats winking? I usually add sparkles or gems to my pendants, but they just didn't seem right. Instead I found a pewter mandala for the dangle and crafted an alter-style attachment for the necklace to attach to. Because one of the kitties has passed on -- I added a silver swallow to indicate the soul's release. Once completed, I pulled my hands to gether in a prayer shape and bowed to the enshrined meowsers. Purrrfect!Thursday, March 26, 2009
What a Beautiful Day
Today is another tax prep day for me. Uughh. Double Uughh. Yesterday I helped a client with her tax issues. Today it's "Hello -- again -- how much longer can I put you off?" tax prep.
In the in between hours (and I create alot of them), I took a walk on Deer Island (early AM), had a wonderful chat with an new/old friend, took my cat Zeus out into the backyard for a meander, attended a live chat shop critique on Etsy Virtual Labs. I would say the highlight was when I was holding Zeus in my arms, and a Red-Tail Hawk cruised by overhead. My heart soared with the bird, and Zeus butted his head up against mine. There we were in the California sunshine, nature saying hello, me with my lover cat in my arms, and all the other pleasantries I had experienced this morning were alive in that moment. How great was that?
Now back to those **** taxes!
What would it be like to not feel I "have" to do something? To just feel my mane blowing in the wind?
Friday, March 13, 2009
My Beautiful Boy

I have had cats all of my life. I find them comforting, mysterious, playfully manipulative, loving, and wise. I have never had to go looking for a cat -- they find me and work themselves into my life and my heart permanently, at least until it's time for them to say goodbye.
Last Friday, while we were still in Mexico, my best friend and pet sitter, Shara, took our male cat Zeus into the animal hospital. He was not eating and had a extremely high fever. I spent 2 worrisome days in Mexico and 1 flying home wondering if Zeus was going to live. I went straight from the airport to the hospital. They took me back to Zeus' cage and it was immediately obvious that he was a very, very sick animal. Yet my kitten and I were overjoyed to see one another. He struggled to stand up and started purring and pressed his head hard against my forehead. I was sobbing and he was purring. The feeling that poured out of me and back from my kitty was undeniable love. Oh my, it shook me to my bone marrow.
This past week has been a long road for Zeus and me, and my husband (who loves, if possible, Zeus even more than me). They finally identified some of illnesses and after 2 blood transfusions, massive amounts of antibiotics, thousands of dollars, he may at last be coming home this weekend.
Because animals cannot speak, there has always been a level of helplessness in my body as to deciphering their needs. It has forced me time and time again to look to some place in myself that knows the truth, knows that feeling and love and peace exist in a place that does not have much to do with pain, misery, and unhappiness. The latter does not exist in the same space as the former. But, where do you put your focus? You can't ignore the world around you. But neither can you ignore, beauty and love. Where do you put your focus without leaving something behind?
What would it be like to not feel helplessness? To just feel my mane blowing in the wind?
Thursday, January 29, 2009
A Small, Furry Inspiration
As I anxiously look at the colorful chaos of my art studio, I notice my white cat Angelina curled up on the floor next to the radiant heater. Nothing is disturbing her. She is resolutely basking in the warmth and perhaps creativeness of the moment. Napping a creative process? Perhaps, especially if one dreams. Kitty dreams of soft warm places; dark, leafy cubbyholes; tasty little mice and snakes....
What would it be like to not feel stuck? To just feel my mane blowing in the wind?
I think that I'll get started now....


