Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Spirit Cats Deck: Cute Cats, a Sprinkle of Magic and a Lot of Heart
Saturday, June 12, 2010
In My Travels: A Cat's Curiousity
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Bones of a Poet -- Week 3: Eggsactly
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I'm All Ear
Friday, August 21, 2009
Happy Friday Redux!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Sharpening the Claws or, A Downward Cat?
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
Angelina on a Summer Evening Stroll
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Three Earth Angels -- Pendant Challenge Week 2
Thursday, March 26, 2009
What a Beautiful Day
Today is another tax prep day for me. Uughh. Double Uughh. Yesterday I helped a client with her tax issues. Today it's "Hello -- again -- how much longer can I put you off?" tax prep.
In the in between hours (and I create alot of them), I took a walk on Deer Island (early AM), had a wonderful chat with an new/old friend, took my cat Zeus out into the backyard for a meander, attended a live chat shop critique on Etsy Virtual Labs. I would say the highlight was when I was holding Zeus in my arms, and a Red-Tail Hawk cruised by overhead. My heart soared with the bird, and Zeus butted his head up against mine. There we were in the California sunshine, nature saying hello, me with my lover cat in my arms, and all the other pleasantries I had experienced this morning were alive in that moment. How great was that?
Now back to those **** taxes!
What would it be like to not feel I "have" to do something? To just feel my mane blowing in the wind?
Friday, March 13, 2009
My Beautiful Boy
I have had cats all of my life. I find them comforting, mysterious, playfully manipulative, loving, and wise. I have never had to go looking for a cat -- they find me and work themselves into my life and my heart permanently, at least until it's time for them to say goodbye.
Last Friday, while we were still in Mexico, my best friend and pet sitter, Shara, took our male cat Zeus into the animal hospital. He was not eating and had a extremely high fever. I spent 2 worrisome days in Mexico and 1 flying home wondering if Zeus was going to live. I went straight from the airport to the hospital. They took me back to Zeus' cage and it was immediately obvious that he was a very, very sick animal. Yet my kitten and I were overjoyed to see one another. He struggled to stand up and started purring and pressed his head hard against my forehead. I was sobbing and he was purring. The feeling that poured out of me and back from my kitty was undeniable love. Oh my, it shook me to my bone marrow.
This past week has been a long road for Zeus and me, and my husband (who loves, if possible, Zeus even more than me). They finally identified some of illnesses and after 2 blood transfusions, massive amounts of antibiotics, thousands of dollars, he may at last be coming home this weekend.
Because animals cannot speak, there has always been a level of helplessness in my body as to deciphering their needs. It has forced me time and time again to look to some place in myself that knows the truth, knows that feeling and love and peace exist in a place that does not have much to do with pain, misery, and unhappiness. The latter does not exist in the same space as the former. But, where do you put your focus? You can't ignore the world around you. But neither can you ignore, beauty and love. Where do you put your focus without leaving something behind?
What would it be like to not feel helplessness? To just feel my mane blowing in the wind?
Thursday, January 29, 2009
A Small, Furry Inspiration
As I anxiously look at the colorful chaos of my art studio, I notice my white cat Angelina curled up on the floor next to the radiant heater. Nothing is disturbing her. She is resolutely basking in the warmth and perhaps creativeness of the moment. Napping a creative process? Perhaps, especially if one dreams. Kitty dreams of soft warm places; dark, leafy cubbyholes; tasty little mice and snakes....
What would it be like to not feel stuck? To just feel my mane blowing in the wind?
I think that I'll get started now....